Sunny Side of the Street

So. I've done my 100 happy days. And really it hasn't always been that easy. Sometimes the only thing that made me feel happy was going to bed. Other times a smile of conspiracy across a room was enough to make my day one of rainbows and unicorns.

Most of my posts have had to do with people - and mixing this with food and drink increases the silver lining. Jacob also makes me happy. I have him on the partition between mine and a colleague's desk so I see Jacob all the time. It is always the little things... And I will keep reminding myself every day to look for something.

Most of all though I'm happy that I am me.  I can do anything and I'm not afraid of anything or anyone. Strong, resilient, stubborn, witty, intelligent and generally amazing with incredible shoes and dresses. And, I've been told, striking and charismatic. A M A Z I N G.

A lot of things has happened that has made me happy this last week too. But I've done my official 100 days so I will keep these things - like walking through my old home town and the incredible sense of belonging and clarity that gave me, the happiness of spending time with old friends, my aunt (love my mo(n)ster!), cousins, brother, Mom, the little kiss, the cocktails and the blue sky, sunshine, cognac, freedom, talking to Cinna and finally getting a tiny idea of what I need to change in my life -to myself.

But this one, this one I will share.

Stockholmsnatt

Day 100

Sunshine, food, wine, home, home, home, a saw, the right people. Perfect life.

Day 99

Spent the afternoon and evening with my beautiful (inside and out) friend Sara.

Day 98

Re-read chapter 3 & 4 for the first time since putting them to bed on the plane while drinking a little too much wine - very happy with them both.

Incoming at sunset.

Missing days

I went travelling which is why I missed the last few days of the 100. So here comes the catch up.

Day 97

Wow... Weird day to say the least. I have been told there is no woman like me, called exquisite and bunch of other flattering adjectives. Although the circumstances and situation was one which will go down in the history books as strange even for my life, it did lift the suffocating, stifling boredom for a few moments.

Day 96

Gift from a friend to prepare me for my second novel waiting inside the door on the floor when I arrived home.

Also, only another four days left of this...